Vulnerable

Do you ever avoid a situation because you feel vulnerable? Afraid? To some degree, we all need to do just that in order to protect ourselves from danger, right? However, at some point we might allow our feelings of vulnerability and fear to control us. We might hide behind them…and be a slave to them. When and how do we know when it has crossed the line?

I believe fear was created to help us, yes. But, I also believe that the devil can and will use fear against us, too. He will try to make us lose hope, lose trust, lose faith, and lose love. I am reminding myself tonight that I cannot let him win. I cannot let fear control me. I cannot be a slave to it. I am reminding myself that God wants both you and me to have MORE hope in Him, MORE trust in Him, MORE faith in him, and MORE love for Him.

Unfortunately, when I am feeling vulnerable or fearful, I sometimes make the mistake of placing my hope in people. However, I am always reminded of my mistake…by disappointment. It’s a brutal thing, that disappointment. Then I remember that, instead, I should have placed my hope in God alone. And, I stand reproached and humbled.

In the end, I am thankful. Thankful that God bothered to draw me closer to Him.

I hope you, too, feel thankful.

God’s gifts…

When people read or hear the name of my business, Bozidar Photography, I usually receive a blank stare that silently pleads, “What?”. “What does that even say?” followed by “What does that even mean?” Well, be confused no more!

“Bozidar” is pronounced BO’-zhee-DAR. (Not exactly a scientific phonetical interpretation, but I hope you get the idea.) It means “gift from God” in the Serbian language. When I started my business, I knew that any success I might have would solely be a gift from Him…thus the name. But, you know, since then I have realized that the name also applies to what I photograph….people. Each individual person’s life is a gift from God, too. And, for each day I am given the blessing of documenting these beautiful lives in portraits, I will be especially grateful.

And, since this is a PHOTOGRAPHY blog, there should probably be a photo. So, here you go…

Miss Patricia’s Wintry Shoot (Minneapolis/St. Paul Minnesota family photographer)

If anyone can add a little sparkle to an otherwise dreary Minnesota winter day, it is Miss Patricia! The other day, we had an impromptu mini-shoot in the woods near my home, and she was such a good sport in the cold. See for yourself!

If anyone who is new to my blog (hey, I am even new to my blog) would like to inquire about portrait session details, please send me a quick note in the contact form. I would love to meet you! Also, find me on Facebook! Have a blessed day!







Julie - Hi Christin!

These are really nice. I love the combination of color against the winter, neutral background. You do a lovely job. I’ll pass the word around.March 4, 2012 – 9:54 PM

Julie - Hi Christin,

These are so pretty. You did a lovely job.March 4, 2012 – 9:58 PM

Christin - Thank you, Julie, for the nice comments! Patricia is always a joy to work with! You did good. :) March 5, 2012 – 12:17 AM

Patricia - Christin, I had SO much fun working with you and I think the photos turned out amazing! You do such beautiful work and I can’t wait to meet up again in the summer and do some more with you! I have gotten so many compliments and questions as to where these came from so expect some new clients! Happy Thursday! :) March 8, 2012 – 1:11 PM

I Heart Faces Photo Challenge ~ “BLACK”

Here is my entry in this week’s photo challenge over at I Heart Faces. The theme is “black”. My senior model, Daniel, meets this week’s challenge beautifully. Thank you, Daniel, for being so chic in your cool black suit. And, another thank you to I Heart Faces for the challenge! Go to iheartfaces.com to see more photos featuring the color black.

Tania - wow … a really great shot. I love everything about it :-) November 9, 2011 – 11:11 AM

Dana @ Bungalow’56 - A very dapper young man. Love the location and the light. A perfect submission!
DanaNovember 9, 2011 – 3:15 PM

CJ - Incredible photo! I love the background. CJNovember 9, 2011 – 7:35 PM

Shari - Awesome shot! Perfect harmony of personality and technique.November 9, 2011 – 9:28 PM

Robin - LOVE this shot!! We need to get together one of these days!! Hope all is well!January 10, 2012 – 10:16 PM

Facing my fear…

I am here facing my fear. My fear of being exposed. My fear of being vulnerable. My fear of failure. I thank you for being here with me. May God bless you! And, may God help me as I do battle with my fear.